10 Piece

#10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn't know:

What I need to let go of isn't exactly a person... 


It's my past. 


I have been holding onto it 
Because it brings comfort. 
Because it brings familiarity. 
Because I can't forgive myself. 


My past has told me that I am not good enough
To have the things that I really want in life. 
(i.e. a good husband, a career that I love, friends who stay)
However, that isn't true. 
And everyday, every single day, I'm inching closer and closer 
to accepting that what's done is done, 
And that I deserve more than I allow myself to have.