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#1. Something I hate about myself:

     I hate my desire for attention. I hate how I want to be adored. 

I just want to be happy with a silent affection. 

       (One where I am not number one priority) 

I just want to be content with someone else being 'amazing'. 

       (Maybe then I wouldn't feel the need to lie or act out)

I just want to be rid of jealousy and envy.

       (If they don't choose me, can I just be alright with it and move on?)

           But I'm not.